I did it again...But this time was the last..I am not going to beat myself up about this repeated failure.. It is just more than excellent that FINALLY I learned..Never again will I allow myself to become vulnerable to anyone's opinion.. Also I will win the game being played in this situation of self denial.. I want or need nothing that cannot be sacrificed.. There will be no dog.. I will not allow any opening or anything to become a pawn.. Strangely I feel very light and free.. Wanting nothing, expecting nothing, needing nothing, especially those things or people I used to care deeply about, is a really unique experience.. Is this nihilism?
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